when I look at Sarah's problems I feel like the problems I have are nothing, and deep down, I think I already knew that.
It must be hard to live like that, and I wonder how she survives.
again at the same time, I almost want to switch places with her, because she and I are different in the way that she's a bit older then me, and I'm a bitch, so if I honestly had to deal with it...I would just slam the door and leave.
...then again, saying that, I know I'm a coward, and I would just cry instead.
Dammit, I'm worthless.
and I want a counciler or just someone to talk to, or a friend to vent this stuff to, but no one listens ot me anyway, because they're really sick of hearing it. I would be too. I can't even talk to councilers, because er...oh, well lets not even review the fun times I've had with them.
I lie to Ana a lot about school. I don't really have piles and piles of friends. In reality, I don't have a single one. I'm pretty much alone. At least my scores are good. Top marks, accept for one class. Oh well-- they've all been going down lately.
way off topic here..but who really cares...
i doubt anyone reads this.
i'm too selfish.
:[ I hope everyone is doing well, as I've been ignoring them for such fun activities as playing the lets see how much of dinner we can vomit up game.
well i just made myself cry there but thats no suprise I'm getting good at that.
ew. how did this turn into a crazy ass bitch rant?
Seren is a humble creature that lives in the woods of Michigan, which is the least talked about state in America-- in fact one time she was asked if that was a island somewhere near India.
Seren can be seen during the night hours stalking mail boxes and eating cheese, or in front of the computer.
Seren also eats finger nails and collects hats. Seren also loves Britian, Canada & Japan. Seren likes to study English and Religion. She will one day be an English teacher...or an officer of la Navy, or both...